Moving on

Returning back to Malaysia this trip has meant getting used to the idea of "moving on". Things aren't just the same anymore. I do not expect them to be, but it will take time for me to adapt. Friends have all moved on - those who were studying are now working, those single are either now attached or married, some married, are unfortunately, now seperated. Family have moved on - grandma is no longer around, Ruhan is in the picture, dear pa and ma are going through yet another transition. The cycle of life never cease to amaze me. It's all becoming too real. I used to say I wish I could turn back time, to go back to school, to be a child again. Maybe I should just embrace the idea of being 24, of being a young adult, and be thankful that i don't have too much responsibilities as yet. It's just the matter of time though. I feel so grown up already. Time to play in the rain , never wanting to forget how it feels to be a kid again. I don't want to grow up.....